I can still recall when I was young, I’m poor and can’t afford a lot of things. Despite frequently checking out on the latest technology related to PC, I still can’t own one. When finally there’s a PC in my home, I immediately stripped it off, look for things I can add to it to “enhance” it. Things like graphic card or audio card were easy target, but because I’m poor, I will settle for lower end stuffs and be happy with it.
As time passed by, I started working and at least I have a little more freedom financially. At this point of time, my mindset has changed a little. “Good enough” or “cheaper replacement” were no longer an option. If I’m going to buy something, it’s going to be “the best”, it’s going to be a complete package that I can just use out of the box. That’s the period where I will save hard to buy pricey items and gears.
Fast forward to now, something about me has changed once again. Do I still look for the best? Well, yes and no. Now it’s more important whether something can complement into my life or lifestyle than say… whether it’s the latest and the best. Now, more often than ever, I will think twice or thrice before making a purchase even though it’s something that I can afford. I wonder why, but I guess there’s something to do with myself, my mindset, as I aged, as I changed, as I lived, something within me has changed slowly and steadily.
When I look back and compare, it’s funny to see how I have changed so far. Am I getting better or worse? Well, I’m not so sure, perhaps only time will tell. Maybe this is part of my discovery journey to become a minimalist myself. Who knows?